i've started a new accont :knowrites:
it's only got a few of my favorite pieces on it, but whatever.
i'm not using this one anymore. that's what this means.

so... bye bye everyone that's been watching me.

Sole. inspirational music for the alernative abstractions deep in your skull.
i wish i had something relevent to say. good weekend. umm... whatever. i've finally gotten around to using myspace. so.. be my friend?
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i'm bored. i've got a new ink/ paint pens drawing under construction.. it's over there *behind me*


friends of mine:

for those of you that have known me for a while, you know i get kindof paranoid.
it's happening again. i'm getting really upset about everything, and everythings bothering me
i'm sorry for anyhting i've said to pretty much everyone over the past week or so.
sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm so sorry.

friends of mine:

God I'm Bored!
My head is totally numb! i have no idea what to do.
i don't have classes for three more days, and i have like zero homework to do.
over the past two days i've watched Ghostrider, Children of Men, Saw 3, Man of The Year, and Hannibal Rising. now i've run out of movies. i need something to keep my head busy. nothings keeping my attenetion enough today. i don't just want to sit and think. cause i'll ruin myself. i'm watching E.R. out of the corner of my eye, and listening to Atmospherethrough one headphone.
i just might just feel somebody.

bored. so bored. i figure if i keep up all this stuff i'm doing right now i won't have time to think about how i really need to get my life together, and apply for college and do important things like that.
'theres a thin line between anger and hunger, my man.'
- brother ali.

i think boredom is a cancer. because once you accnoledge you have it, it slowly destroys you. there's no getting rid of it. but if you don't think about it, if you never realize just how bored you are you can overcome it.
nevermind. that sounds stupid.
i need a job.. or something to do. i need focus.

gah! this is all making me kindof paranoid.

friends of mine:

"Who's the right man for the job? Put up your hand's ya'll, cause i'm not tall enough to stand up to god"
-Sage Francis.

yeah. i need work. anybody wanna pay me? i am borked!!
anyways, i'm doing a lot more basic pencil work right now, cause i'm in drawing one, so i get to carry a bunch of fancy pencils around with me, and i'm finally learning the differance between the 2b, and 6.. whatever. ... it's valentines day. i'm snowed at home, which is cool, because i did none of my homework... this week. so if i do two assignments today, i'm set until next tuesday, with no reprocutions that will make me want to destroy my leg... BOOM!
my life:
you shouldn't read this. but if you have any interest in getting to know me.. you still.. nobody read this.
i did okay in most of my class'- mostly C's with like 4A's(three of them got+'s next to thems .. and that's good i guess. i don't think i ever got those before)
I'm just about done with drivers ed. which.. that last class could've gone better. better meaning me doing something other than shouting at that little girl "i can't finish [the test] because you won't SHUT THE *expitive here*UP!".
Good news,
i got Katie presents for valentines day. and, i'm wearing my new ratm belt! this one works
also, it's a snow day.
and.. my dogs excited.

friends of mine:


SOMEBODY GIVE ME WORK! I NEED MONEY!!